Not That I Didn't Try

Working tomorrow.
Hopefully not many people will be going to the clinic. Insurance forms are complicated.

Distressed today. Whole day was about food, had heavy breakfast, mum made me eat lunch (wan tan mee) which I didn't want, followed mother out for her tosai at 6pm, had to finish her veggies.
I feel nauseous when I'm full and people talk about food, prolly won't want dinner....

Feels like going out for excursions with people. Only no excursions are planned and I don't know how to plan one.
What you want to go Sunway? You actually gonna buy anything from the shops? Expensive food, expensive games, expensive time.
Summit, nothing much either.
Mamak? Anytime can go.
Houses? Parents allow?
Have party, got a good reason?
Go birthday parties, are you even invited?

Yea, and ppl call me anti-social, or say I'm anti-social so they don't invite me.
Here's the punch line.

I've never been invited to anything since Form 1 by class or school mates.
And you say I'm anti-social?