Now and then I find one Sleepless, I am there where there is no sleep. Why do they not embrace the gift of sleep they are endowed with? They know not what it is like to be unable to rest in peace, to awaken the next day and see the dawn. Me? I can only rest once dead. I see not the dawn for I too see not the night.
They say they sleep not for they are troubled; in their hearts I see the worry and sorrow, and yet I do not understand. I return to my realm of cold under eternal twilight to ponder, and no light be shed upon me.
Do you know what it is like to be unable to remember? My memory is ever obscured by the barrier that separates sleep and wake. Such a thin barrier, which yet cannot be overcome. The memory of my son was cast to the abyss of sleep, and he speaks none to me.
Then I remember, once in a while, that I am always sleeping. How oft the memory returns I know not, for to me time is not.
My love I have never seen her, nor I ever will. She comes and goes, she has duties to perform; when one's time is up she wakes, and one's soul she takes. And when dawn arrives once again, she comes to sleep in our timeless twilight, with me in her cold embrace.
I am darkness,
I am night;
I am not.
Forever, good night.
-Probably partially inspired by Neil Gaiman.
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