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今天我想，为什么我家人只会让我生气？家人不应该是给我开心，温暖的吗？

I've never gotten a surprise for my birthday before, so thank you my dear P gang. Though this is our only year knowing each other in Seafield, it has been quite a time...It has been quite a time.

有没有想过：如果能暂时飞去另一个世界，无时间的限制，没烦恼。我最近想你太多了，不知为何你一直给我你那让我催眠的眼神；你不是还爱着他吗？

今天发现我还收着你那根褐色的头发；对呀，我为何把它收起来？它不过是一根头发而已；因为要提醒自己这一次，是不会轻易放手的；因为幸福是要自己去追求的，而不是傻傻在那儿等着幸福的来到。也许，我无法去坦白跟你说， 因为我害怕你会像以前的人一样离开。


Who is to say what will happen tomorrow. Maybe I'll give up on a few things, settle for less; maybe even let go. After all, who am I to keep you. I am just an artist, a scholar tinkering with his thoughts both great and insignificant. I create; it is up to you to interpret, to consider; and perhaps admire, and even appreciate.


我昨天一直沉迷着王力宏的Kiss Goodbye歌曲。一直想起那两句我最喜欢的歌词：
“每一次想开口但不如保持安静；
给我一分钟专心，好好欣赏你的美”


这首歌，献给你。