Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Fogged Up Reflection

I sometimes wonder why I bother to link people whose blogs I wouldn't recommend reading or I don't even touch myself. Sometimes I wonder if I hold too much pride for myself, or maybe it's others who have no pride or honour who see all of mine and start gossiping.

I find it funny that I sometimes can't wait to see the future. What will I be when I'm 20+? What will be of the people I see? Often I tell myself that most of them will become nothing special, cause I know for a fact people who purely memorize are worthless post-SPM.

I admit, I'm not the best person in the world; even Seafield. But I'm too often overlooked, over-belittled as well. Sure, look for me whenever you've got a question about English or the sciences, but will you come to me for reasons other than that you need something only I can offer?

I've never really bothered about school marks. I don't even care that I'm going to lose out on tons of marks because I'm refusing to do my Moral assignments or my History homework. It's not disinterest, it's not a real subject the way I'm taught it.

Why is it that people always say you should follow your dream, go for your passion; but you always end up having to submit to parental pressure, "the system" and fucking society?

In short, what I want to say is: When society is against you, show society you are a hundred times their worth and send their sorry asses to hell.

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