Sunday, June 19, 2011

Imagery

I despise the cliches which rob meaning from words, they rip the soul from the frame of poetic craft.

You don't know what it's like to be irreparable until you are, and it's nothing to laugh about whether talking about the old times or just a reminiscence. You become a creature in the eyes of society, you become different.

You don't know what it's like to be basking in the warm light of sanctuary and acceptance until you've seen the sorrow and despair, the dark abyss sans any hope.

You don't know what it's like to never be able to feel the warmth of family although you have one, because if you don't feel it, you can never again.

Can a person's dream reach only so high? With seemingly rudimentary ones, yet so hard to attain, such as love, acceptance, and happiness; people like to think they can provide them to those around them, but not everyone knows how to. Or perhaps the titanic dreams of freedom, peace, ceasing suffering? They require the wings of liberty; but how to create them?

Money; study grants, scholarships, research funds.
Power; position, knowledge, influence.
One has to beware, they may exert a heavy burden on the wielder if not used proper. Like wings of gold too heavy for lift.

And what of love and acceptance? All too scarce to be practical.

So when you find yourself standing there at the edge of a cliff, waiting for wings;
Thunder and lightning all around to deter the weak,
Downpour to beat down those wanting in determination, strength and perseverance.
Crows and vultures sounding cries of doom and desolation,
It is difficult, but they must be ignored.
Failure is not an option.

And when the final few chains have yet to be broken,
You realize: all you need is the Rain and the Wind,
And your wings.
Then you shall fly above all others.

Saturday, June 18, 2011

When you're down low, when you're at your worst performance, worst mood and just fucked up; they who stay beside you during this time are your friends.

The rest are fricking bullshit.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

C'est La Vie

A story you will hear.

What you may deem basic to your life, may be a luxury to me.

I come from a cave with one opening; they who birthed me chose to stay there not out of choice, but of tradition. And so because I have not the means to take me on any journey, I must return everyday. Back to the cave of conformity and apathy, nothing ventured everyday.

Where you may have experiences you deem normal, I may only dream of having.

I live in this empty room, stone walls on all sides with the door in darkness. There is no warmth in here; the sun's warmth reach not these depths, forever in my small sky there ever be a little shed of light shining down, taunting me for what I cannot have, or what I cannot yet have... I hope...

How do I live? Off my imagination, my immaterial world of thought and envisioning, a world manufactured from whatever knowledge I harvest off the writings on the walls. Just a dream which can never be realized; only extended to change the future, with these binding chains of the past ever wearing down my soul.

The unfortunate do not necessarily live in total misfortune, bleakness and despair.

What you may deems basic to your life, may be a luxury to me.

Think of me sometimes, the one living in darkness in a splendid sea of swirling light.