Naturally so

5B next year. Sure, I know people there.
Got no close buddies though.
Shitty streaming. So qiao pick 40+ ppl and none of them are buddies.

Thinking about it makes me dizzy.
I can imagine everything next year will be like.
The cocktail of feelings and experiences really faze me.

Well that's life. Live it or lose it right? Maybe I should take French during Sejarah and go shoot arrows during Moral.

Stupid fantasies. Bad days made worse by wishing for the improbable.

"I was listening to the radio while Taylor Swift cried on the staircase, Lady Gaga turning her shirt inside out and Miley Cyrus letting her butterfly fly away."

Post by Wee Ren. Epic la this phrase.

爸，我回来了

Cramps

I have cramps said gramps who couldn't turn off the lamps.

Frequent onlining life pretty much over.
Back to just watching things when I go out, watching clouds from my windows, sitting around making funny noises, sleeping and eating.

NOT looking forward to school.
I have nearly nothing there seriously. Then again there are some things. People see each other too often to really appreciate friendship.
Just think and see how many friends you know would go all out, lose anything or everything for you?

The answer for the majority of us is a pretty little "0".
Yes you only got yourself an egg like Santa did, that's why we call him 剩蛋老人.

I'd post a nice picture I took didn't take but I don't have the camera and lens to take one.
So maybe I'll just leave you a nice view of an ugly bitch.
Oh wait you have one in your mirror.

A dummydumm state of mind

Yes I'm the new dummydumm.
Can't stop thinking about something stupid I did yesterday afternoon.
The old dummydumm agrees it was stupid.

I think I'm stupid for not being able to stop thinking about it, I think I'm stupid for thinking I'm stupid.

I know it's bloody late/early.
I'd relink my blog except I don't want to go around like some idiot saying "Hi relink me pls" to every blogger whose blog my link is on.

SHIT.
Jie Sheng please don't faint tomorrow when doing CG training.

I really hope you come tomorrow.
SHIT.

Shite of the week.

Ok so what band BODs used to do to me happened to Wee Ren. Yea he went to school on Saturday after NOT being informed that practice was cancelled.
I myself would have went if not for the fact I went online the previous night.

Went to Pyramid with mother and sisters to watch Avatar on Friday about 4. Sunway was as jammed up as a camwhorer's camera as usual. Watched some little kids following someone who was supposedly the big cousin or something, who were to be in the same cinema hall as me, and shift seats 4 times because they can't read simple letters and numbers.
Anyway, awesome movie, great theme, very the impressive music and grand effects.
Not many 3D popouts but it's worth watching a world better than ours in full dimensions.

Attendance for band. (YES I KNOW LA WEE REN, LIK WEI, THYE WAY, TZE JING, VERY FUNNY NUMBERS)
Friday's numbers were no better than Wednesday.
Thursday was cancelled.
Saturday was cancelled at last minute as stated above and I could be 20 bucks richer for work which I cancelled.
Wonder why we love band so much....==

Sunday? Sleep....Getting annoyed at sisters....Sleep....Wake up to an evening of onlining with nothing much to do. Went and cooked patolas, baked beans, eggs and rice and sorts.

Yes shite of the week is getting really pleasant looking right about now.
Only take off those overpowered specs you have on.

Ew.

Goodnight, Goodbye

Tomorrow I will leave forever. I know I'll leave some things behind. Some things I never knew about, I too leave behind. Perhaps I'll miss the moon. Perhaps the stars. Will I miss someone on the other side?

There will be farewells, or none at all. I don't really mind. Who's to blame for forgetting someone you don't see often? None but fate, if one believes in it. Blame destiny, blame God, blame your parents, blame your teachers, blame your friend.

Blame oneself. Blame none. See all. See nothing. Know all. Know nothing.

Before I leave on the path of cold stone, shall I regret another day not well lived? Shall I cringe at leaving my loved ones? Shall I worry about the debts unpaid to my debtors? Shall I want any happiness got gotten?

Before I leave on the unknown road, shall I make peace with myself? Shall I tell my loved ones before I go? Shall I settle all debts and collect all debts to my family? Shall I take anything on my long road to nowhere in particular?

No.
I leave only a memory, and a song.
For all to sing, that I lived.

Goodnight my little piano player
Goodbye my shining star.

Non-clarity

So what's worth it really?
Nothing I guess.
People all freaking out when they think about what 2012 might bring.
Some crazy religious fanatics all going around forcing people to convert to their respective religions instead of living the life taught by their respective religions...
Some people just break into depression.
Some people just get stoned?

Funny how when you meet someone who likes apples, you think of them whenever you eat an apple.
When you meet someone who tells you when you look at the time and it says 11:11, someone's thinking of you, you think of them when you see that time on the clock.
So hypothetically you meet someone whom you really like who gets constipated a lot.........?

I'm still trying to imagine someone sitting on a toilet seat looking both dreamy and constipated.
=P