Dragonforce: Through The Fire & Flames

Amazing brass players.

Tide & Ebb

Bohemian and Irish music is interesting.

Without Tracey and Se Ying, its down to me to lead the euphonium sounds, oh god. At least my piano practical and theory is at the end of the year. Wonder when I'll be able to take my i-GCSE.

NEEDS INTENSIVE EUPHONIUM PRACTICE.

At least after drill practices start I'll have to deal with Moral and Sej less. Sej is my studies kryptonite, seriously.

I quote Gary in saying that change must start from the top, but usually the top doesn't want to. When change starts at the bottom, the top hinders and restrains it.
Pretty much true for every administration.

The feeling is gone. I'm still quite the adamant type, but adamant (stubborn) people learn a lot faster.

I'd trade off school's English, EST, Sej, Moral and Civic (doesn't matter if your civic is inert) for extra Music time. Unfortunately I'm not allowed to allocate my time as such.
Sure most people need the English and EST but honestly, I don't.

Oh wordplay.

It was then when my sepulchral tones came out and I wore a stoic expression against the mirror and told myself that life has no appeal as my sister, The Emo Queen Jing said. The aggravated and surprised face of a certain History teacher loomed from behind the fogged glass and I averted her gaze only to find I had to pay my upkeep of thoughts and self-reflection on the sides with no mirrors. I suddenly thought about the morbid end of mortal life. I chained the thoughts of death down and returned to my shelter of solace. Substancial information was lost during the conveying of virtues during bonding. My core reacted to the relation with my most distant friends and family and I feel lapses of nostalgia. There used to be an abyss in continuity of thought way back when. Tides of mixed emotion pulverized my past of sand and shadow and obliterated my pity for the ones who stayed behind during the evolution of the mind and soul. Let it be, I thought. Let it be...

Swingin' Solos

You should have seen the look on Cik Tan's face when I caught her staring at me all the out the hall as I went off stage. Priceless.

Euphonium section (excluding Wei Liang who was lost from our sophisticated conversation) had a phoney talk before performance about aerophones, other instruments, orchestras and phoney religious people etc.

Sher Hann's incredible post:
Friday Night

Vincent actually asked me to play the intro to the Pink Panther Theme on the baritone, didn't sound very nice. Euphoniums aren't used in jazz. (=

QingYin: You all brass damn lame one lorr...

Tracey: Timpani damn nice to play. Got bwuuuuoooooonng (getting higher as pedal is pressed) sound.

Ignorance Is Bliss

So Gloson is still being....ignorant, although I note he's chill about Sher Hann and me firing stuff at him, admirable.

February test was cheap. Nuff said.

I seem to be obsessed with music, already play the piano, harmonica, guitar(suck), trombone, euphonium and conga (no time to practice though) and I'm still interested in the er hu, saxophone and bouzouki. Perhaps ocarina as well. Funny me.

I want people to jam with. Maybe eventually start a band. But people these days always have "no time".

I figured out that popular people don't get real friends most of the time.
I figured that immaturity is a disease that takes a lifetime to cure, it's just that some people don't take their medication. Although having an inner child is important, being a child isn't equivalent nor tantamount to retardedness.

Kok Meng is very enlightening for a guy who doesn't stand out like "The Gang". Seriously you "The Gang" people need to get a fucking life; fads, "cool", so-called outings, DoTA, Friendster and Facebook abuse, Valentine's gifts for popularity, blogs saturated with cam-whore, toilet mirror, what-we-ate, where-we-went, who-went, why-we-went, how-we-went, pointless-"funny"-stuff-we-did, etc. pictures. Add that to the fact that your existence makes no real change to the world cause you're not in the least bit unique and you pretty much don't deserve to live.

Perfecting Imperfection

I made a rose; stem, leaves and flower.

Seems like I'm caught between having a life and not getting in trouble with teachers, albeit being infamous.

Apparently Miss Tan decided to tell 4A about me as well, the makhluk asing.
Take away my 20 marks if you want, I have no time to do your work and its the least of my priorities.

I'd rant about something, nothing comes to mind though.
Out of topics to rant about? They'll come...

I kissed my past goodbye a long time ago, you can't use it against me.

"I'm just a singer; You're the world."
- Jason Mraz - Bella Luna

Come again?

A random tag from Monster Yun's blog.

Uhh. Rawr...?

001. Real Name: Lim Jie Sheng
002. Nickname(s): Sheng, Lim, JS, Ginseng -.-
004. Zodiac Sign: Virgoan
005. Male or Female: Male
006. Elementary: CEC
007. Middle School: SJK (C) Lick Hung
008. High School: SMK Seafield
009. College School: Inapplicable for current age.
010. Hair colour: Brown-Black
011. Long or Short: Kinda short.
012. Loud or Quiet: Both.
013. Sweats or Jeans: Sweats as in sweater?
014. Phone or Camera: Camera phone some?
015. Health Freak: Unconsciously, maybe...
016. Drink or Smoke: I love rum and wine.
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Does not fall under definition of crush
018. Eat or Drink: Both.
019. Piercings: Mutiple scars.
020. Tattoos: Tattoo of retards from the past.

Firsts
023. First piercing: A long long time ago in a land not so far away
024. First Best Friend: Kenny Szeto
025. First Award: Piano Grade 1 I think.
027. First Pet: Common turtle.
028. First Big Vacation: Gold Coast.
030. First Big Birthday: Never had one.

Currently
049. Eating: My own words.
050. Drinking: The stench of valve oil.
052. I'm about to: Answer the question "Listening to"
053. Listening to: Streaming water.
054. Plan for today: Plan how to deal with the bitch of a history teacher.
055. Waiting for: Tuesday and Friday History periods to be my Euphy junior training time.

Future
058. Want kids?: What if I don't get married?
059. Want to get married?: What if I die before that?
060. Careers in mind?: Professional musician, Photographer, Author, Philosopher

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like
068. Lips or Eyes?: Eyes I guess.
070. Shorter or Taller?: Doesn't matter.
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: A fine, rich blend.
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Nice stomach meaning eat a lot; Nice arms meaning swing a lot?!
074. Sensitive or Loud?: She's capricious, how to know.
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: I hooked a prawn way back when.
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: Hesitant.

Have you ever

080. Lost glasses or contacts: No.

081. Ran away from home: No.

082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: No.

083. Killed somebody: I've killed stuff on online games, I even PWN the Lord of Death, LOL.

084. Broken someone's heart: Does it count if they never confessed?

085. Been arrested: No.

087. Cried when someone dead: No.

Do you believe in

089. Yourself: Not all aspects.

090. Miracles: No.

091. Love at first sight: Maybe.

092. Heaven: Just not the heaven "in the skies"

093. Santa Claus: It's Saint Nick.

094. Tooth Fairy: *vomits*

095. Kiss in the first date: No.

Answer Truthfully

097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? A friend?

098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? Pretty much.

099. Do you believe in God? Does it really matter if God exists? Even if He doesn't, doesn't mean you can't live life to the max.

Heard No Tales

Cik Tan diao-ed me both today in class and yesterday.

I was only present in class yesterday though.
Ya ya ya just shaddup and listen to the lousy teacher talk crap.
You can call my mother all you want, I already TOLD her.

The way we're doing notes and work for History I'd might as well get my own textbook and highlight everything, write down additional info in the nooks and crannies. But no, we've got to copy the textbook out and make so-called "mind-maps" which are just notes in point form but instead of bullets you get cloud boxes and squiggly lines.


Valentine's Day.
People are forced by someone to buy Valentine's themed badges and a double heart-in-a-heart wooden keychain.
Valentine's sales, sure. Given for the sake of your own publicity and fame among peers. High school kids know how to ruin anything.
The Interact custom made T-shirts were really cool though.


Recieved a letter from the lawyers at Markiman & Associates. Since this letter isn't labelled Private & Confidential, I think I'm pretty much allowed to share this incident.

Malayan Banking Berhad wants to sue my mother for RM103.56 progressive interest for an apartment, which after so many years is still just part of a building frame, (so technically the apartment doesn't exist?) without prior notification. Funny.

Mezzo Soprano Studies

How do you justify rushing students to do their PEKA because you don't want to mark them during exams? Seriously.

I'm going to get in some trouble with Pn. Latha for boycotting my Moral projects. Even more in trouble with MISS Tan S.S. for completely ignoring my History homework. I kinda like it that way, sacrificing what's taught crappily for some extra life.

I recieved a uniform too small for me for the PIBG performance. Wonder which small sized people took M because they wanted to try and look bigger? =)


Valentine's is here again without it's real meaning. How wonderful.

Mixed feelings.

Unstable Concoctions

When I heard that the school had to replace Hari Raya holidays by making Saturdays school days in April, my heart broke. I am going to have to reschedule my piano lessons on weekdays, inconvenient for both me and my mother who has to rush back from work.

www.twillightmusic.blogspot.com hereby boycotts the saying "So much to do but so little time to do them" and decrees that the saying "So much to do but so little money to do them" be put into use.

Trouble came through the little brown windows of a certain person.

According to Anonymous Member of the SSB, this hasn't been the first time a sudden stricter observation of rules have been done. Some unruly insults were thrown at 'certain person' by AM because of this...caprice. There was a peculiar look on CP's face when I was handed scores. Curious.

I admit I've been naive for thinking some people were actually 'my friends'. I notice that people avoid speaking to me in front of certain people, and also that people I have silent feuds with were going through bad stuff and as soon it was over, they all forgot about their "friend", now I'm just waiting for retribution to come around, as it always does. We both know that when your other friends 'make you feel better' all they've done is make distract you; problem is NOT solved.

*mockery* "It's ok, it's ok, don't cry anymore....*disses person(s) involved*"

Life is way too "busy" now. I haven't the time to do anything I want unless I procrastinate or refuse to do stuff. Stuff I don't care about calls. I'd rather be busy with stuff I have a passion for.

Oh you can't die, but only because you have never lived.